I grew up poor.
More than once, I lived in a trailer. My family's nicest home was a tract house in a low-income subdivision. My dad was a trucker; my mom a motel maid.
I remember getting a ride home from a very nice boy that I really, really liked and telling him not to drive down my driveway. I didn't want him to see the bright blue trailer we lived in my senior year. I told him I didn't want his car to get muddy. He laughed, "So you should get muddy instead?" It was a John Hughes moment and I was Molly Ringwald.
I vowed to be more than that. I'm not.
So far.
I got the dreamer gene from my folks, but I have a strong reason to go beyond the dreaming stage - my daughter. I didn't go to college after graduation because my parents told me not to get any loans. They didn't have any money set aside for it and I didn't have enough to go to the great schools I could have, so I didn't.
She will. I'll make sure of it.
[Oh, and I'm going to live in Italy, too. And write books. And drink loads of red wine. Expensive red wine. Don't doubt me.]
I don't doubt you for one second GiGi LeGault!!!
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